February 2012
33 posts
This is, again, not a happy post with pictures of My Today, it itsn’t a book review, everything that’s going on this blog right now is simply thoughts, I need an outlet, some kind of typing it out, being heard. I’m again at that weird phase where I am sad, one minute, I have it all under control, the other, I sit on my bed crying because I can’t find the charger for my...
On Feeling Lost
Lost is not happy, but it isn’t sad.
Lost is having no direction, no more, no less.
Isn't it funny how you are always so afraid of...
Becoming Light: Because I Am Here →
This has helped. It’s helped so, so much, it’s spoken aloud what is in my head.
Read it or don’t, but really, it’s beautiful.
becoming-light:
Today was sluggish, delayed, distant. I woke up in exactly the same mood I’d fallen asleep in. A nasty, spitting, edge-of-fear kind of mood for no specific reason, leaving me with no words (or perhaps a million). I dragged myself...
Here is Now
I’m making a sign, big and bold, for my room today.
It will say “now is here” so I can remember just that.
You are here. You are now. That’s what counts, and if you forget, take a deep breath.
Fuck you, later, now is here. Now is what counts.
typing it out
To anyone, to you, but mostly, to me.
I’m having a hard day, a hard week, a hard measure of time. There, I’ve said it. Everything’s okay on the outside, but the inside of my brain is not figuring out how to be who it was destined to be. Every time I read something saying to just be who you are I wince. Who am I? What am I? Where am I? What is the life I want for myself? What am...
what made my evening
A beautiful, kind message in my inbox.
Thank you.
New on my list of stuff that goes in one ear and...
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Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
I was sitting in the movie theater and this trailer came on.
And, it made me cry.
So then, a week later I found the book in the bookshelf in the living room and I started to read and it got later and later and night, the hot water bottle not hot any more, not warm, but my eyes were fixed, heavy but fixed and I fell asleep out of exhaustion. I had weird dreams, of Nutella and Sweden, that’s...
This Life is Mine
I have decided to cut down my internet time radically.
The sole reason is: My life is there, it’s waiting, and it’s awesome.
I spend a lot of time on the internet on-and-off, not really on it but checking facebook and tumblr while doing other stuff. But, you know, it doesn’t make a difference whether you are there on the internets or not. I love writing to friends all over the...
my my my.
Friday Fun Day Food Day!
It’s Friday!
The weekend is coming!
I had an awesome day!
I’ve reached that state of mind, the normal one, where I am neither very, very unhappy, and exhilaratingly, mindblowingly happy. I just am content, glad, loving, loved. Really, that alone is fun!
And, since I like fun stuff, I thought I’d make a list. Yay for that, huh?
Yay for that.
Numéro un:
Source:...
“We need much bigger pockets, I thought as I lay in bed, counting off the seven...”
– Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer (via thechocolatebrigade)
S-s-s-studying my brain off
So here’s to breaks, one week off, and wasting it by essentially, eating, sleeping, studying. I’m sorry for the lack of a book review. Soon, I’ll do more. Next week.
Eff school.
Also, a daydream.
Being in a warm place, barefoot, someone you love sitting on the porch.
Baking Lemon Muffins, the color of the zest matching your kitchen walls.
Sitting cross-legged on the hardwood...
